late night lots of thinking and work

Its a late night tonight. Ive been doing lots of work on gifts for christmas. I dont have much money this year and its keeping me from getting in the christmas spirit.  Ive aslo been busy helping a neghbor set up his DJ business. Im working on a website, and a logo, and making a sign for him.  Its taken so much more time than I tought it would. He seemed to have everything set for it but then he didnt really know what direction to take and is trying to do everything at once rather than sitting down and planning it all out first. I will be really glad when this is all done.

its only tuesday!

I cant believe that its only tuesday.  Ive been so busy with school, the little one, and the dogs that it seems like it should be friday already.  I was hoping that this week would go by fast. I cant wait to go to my friends wedding! Im so excited for her! She is starting a life as one with her man and now she recently found out she is expecting.  I know that shes got alot of work ahead of her but every second of it is worth it in the end.  I wish her the best!

Toddlers!

I love my little girl with all my heart but as with all toddlers youwish you could give them away at times.  Tonight was one of those nights that she made me feel like she hated me. I know she loves me but she only wanted daddy to get her ready for bed and to hold her until she fell asleep.  theres some days she only wants me but man after the last month of her being with me so much it was the first time she acted like that. I felt so lost and useless. Its really hard after all that time for that first time having her not ask for me. I look forward to the times she only wants me though and when she wants all of us to be together. I love that little girl and wouldnt give her up for anything in the world. Shes my little Angel.

life happens

have you ever noticed that just when things seem to be going great and the way you planned that all of the sudden life just smacks you in the face.  This always seems to happen to me when i dont think i can handle anymore good or bad.  Like for the last month, Im doing school and taking care of my daughter and the house full time. I thought that was hard but then my husband went to Sun Prarie Truck Driving School to get his CDL. That month proved to me that i can take on the world when i need to. It also showed me though that I need to show more appreciation for those that help me whenever I need it.